Friday, April 20, 2012

Just Walk Away


When you're with someone , stay with them . If you leave them for someone else , then stay where ever you went and don't ever come back .

You had your chance , and you blew it . You had a choice , but you left . So why bother trying to woe me back into your arms when you decided to walk out from my life a month ago ?

I'm not the kind of girl who goes back to people who once hurt me . You come around saying all those sweet things to me when you're saying the exact same thing to your current girlfriend . Grow up bro . I know I'm single and my heart is unstable . But I'm stronger than I was before . So keep all your sweet words for your girlfriend and stay away from me like how you did before . 

PS , Because I still hate you . 
N.A.H  

Saturday, April 14, 2012

I'm Not Your Ghost Anymore



Making mistakes are normal to us . But it's pretty stupid if you keep making the same mistake and learn nothing from it . I gave you more than 5 chances to make things between us work but all you did was redo your mistakes .

You're with someone else. Doesn't matter if the relationship is fake or real , you still went to someone else when I needed you the most .
I'm not yours anymore , so stop coming to me pretending like you still care .
I don't have the simplest interest in trying to " understand " your situation .
Why don't you " understand " the situation you put me in .
You left me hanging for 3 months

All the pain you put me through , and now you're coming back ?
Be a Man .

I'm done waiting for you to be prince charming and come rescue me from distress . I'll be my own savoir .


When you like someone , don't wait . Tell them the truth , make an effort to work something out . Fate is in God's hand .


I'll never forget how you crushed my heart into a million pieces .
I'll never forget how you broke all your promises you said you'll keep .
I'll never forget how you left me for someone else but still pretend that we're together .
and I'll never forget how much this shit hurts .

Time flies , people change .
You only talk to me when you need me . Other than that , you're too busy for words .
So I guess you were one of those people who were supposed to walk into my life , teach me a lesson , and then walk away .

PS , I'vefoundsomeoneelse .




Saturday, April 7, 2012

Now Look At Me ♥




When life's gives you a reason to cry , give a thousand reason back to smile . That's what I did when I was hit with bad incidents in life .
No matter how high or low your position is in life , you still get the ups and downs .
It's what you call life .

Some chose to stay in the past and hurt themselves , while some chose to let go of the bitter sweet memories and move one .
I chose Not to stay
Cause you're not worth a single drop of my tears . Betul tak ? :)
So you can do whatever you like , and say whatever you like
Just don't get me involve .

(hidden)
Baby , I'm not coming back this time .


Oh love love , the next time you decide to hit me , please stay with me till the end .
Now , I'm back to finding Mr. Right ,
After , I'm done with my goals ;)

I'm more important .

PS , This is the part of me that you're never ever gonna take away from me .
You're not gonna break my soul
(Y)

Saturday, March 31, 2012

Give Your Heart A Break ♥

So I had this pelapis game at my school , and it was awesome apart from the not receiving any medal . I did my personal best :D
162cm Baby <3

Next target : 170cm
<3

I scored 5A 2B 1C for first term .

Alhamdulillah


Heyy , love is everywhere right ? So I'll let fate decide who I'm gonna be with till death do us part .
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger .
Loosing someone in life only makes us stronger right ?



SowhydoIfeellikeshit ?
whydoifeellikeilosthalfmysoultoanidiotwholiterallyplayedwithmyfeelings?whydoifeellikeapartofmejustdiedbecauseanidiotleftmeforsomeoneelse?


Ya Allah , kuatkanlah hati dan imanku

PS , Reda je la , kan ?
:)

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

God Knows How Much It Hurts



If you were infront of my face right now , I'd literally slap you and spit at your face . But after that , I'd turn around to say sorry and wipe your face .

The thing about love , is that you fall for someone ever so easily , but seems so difficult when it's time to move on .

I think guys have a different concept about flirting . To them , as long as your not flirting with other girls face to face , it's not called flirting .
Sweetie , lying to other girls about you not being in a relationship when you are for more than 4 months is called a beginning of flirt .

Remember what I said before I accepted you in my life ? I said that we wouldn't last long because you were transferring to a new school , and that I'd just get hurt after the 5th month . Guess who's right ?

When I ask you to let me go , just let me go . Don't change my mind by melting my heart with all your mushy words and then crush my every hope . It's not funny nor is it cute anymore .

You said you wouldn't find anyone there ,
" takde maknanya " . Kononnye la .
Douche bag .

I hated you so much that night . Never in my 17 years of life have I felt so cheated .
The truth is , I never expected you to be the first .

Reda je lah , kan ?
What goes around , comes around .
So I wish you the best in life .

PS , backtosquare1

Sunday, March 11, 2012

The One That Got Away


Nothing left to say , nothing left to do .
What's done is done .
I'm long gone and done
with this

shit .



PS , BeHappyWithHer

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Just Walk Away ♥


You fight ever so often with your partner that you just stop giving a damn at one point . Tears shed so much that you stop caring , and care so much that you just stop trying .

I stopped trying , to make us work .

You come and you go as you please like some famous star whose caught in between his fans . I'm not someone who would stupidly wait for you .
I'm not stupid .

Not a single " hi " or a " goodnight" from you for almost a week . It's as if you just don't exist in my life anymore .. or have I been dreaming about being in a relationship with someone for the past 5 months ?
Honestly , even the memories of you and me is a blur .

I'm sitting for spm this year , and I soo do not intend on getting only 1A again , and you are NOT gonna stand in my way between me and my dreams .

5 months now and I feel like it's not worth it .


So please say the 3 simple words :

" LET YOU GO "

PS
, HaveIevercrossedyourmind ?



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