Arafat Mudir ♥

March 30th 1995 ~ January 6th 2013
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We read the newspaper and see the news on tv almost everyday , yet all the deaths that was announce just never seem to hit us in our heads that it can happen to anybody .

You see that guy in the picture ? He's my best friend and he was 17 at the time . We were on our way back from SUKMA , Pahang . 

Throughout the whole Sukma thing , I was upset and depressed because I didn't really perform well and my crush wasn't even there to cheer me up . But instead he was there , all the way cheering me up , reminding me that everything's gonna be okay .

He's the kind of guy who puts his friends first before putting himself . We always told him to think for himself but he would just smile . But he seldom talk about his problems to any of his friends unless he was force to  .

The story in that picture : I was upset and I just couldn't smile . He bought a Terengganu ball and acted like he proposed to me . But what he actually said was : " Sudikah kau senyum ? " . And I just laughed the whole way back to our school .

We got even closer during SPM , when he was going through difficulties and he asked for my help with science . Everytime he came up to me with questions I would always block everyone around me and focused at him cause I wanted him to succeed just like how he always told me . 

The day before science paper , he called me up and asked for my help one last time . I was actually sleeping at the time but I wanted to help him just like how he always helped me with my problems . I sat with him one whole evening just going through questions after questions . I could see it in his face that he wanted this so badly and that made me want to help him even more . 


After the paper , he checked through my paper and almost all his answers were like mine and he was smiling ear to ear . That was one of the first time I saw him smiling that wide . 

The last time I saw him was on a Friday , he was at the place where the badminton players train and I was outside . He waved goodbye at me . Then I received a phone call from one of my senior the next day to find out later that he was not with us anymore , that he's now at a better place .

I still remember how he calls me " I'm yours " everytime he sees me . That's because he watched my performance in school where I sang " I'm yours " by Jason Mraz . 

I still see you running in the track with all the other hurdlers . It's still a shock even after a week from this date that I won't be able to contact you anymore .

You will forever be remembered by everyone , cause you helped a lot of people and you don't know how nice that is . 

Semoga Allah meletakkan kamu di kalangan orang yang beriman . Al-Fatihah to me best friend , Arafat b. Mudir , the best friend anyone could ask for in the world 


PS , I miss you ♥